كم هي مؤلمة
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مؤلـــم ان تكون بأقصى حالات الاحتياج
وتبكي بصمـــت لكي لا يشعر بـــك من تحتاجه
و الأكثر ايلامـــا ان تجـــرح نفسك بضحكات وهمية
و تقـــول انني بخيـــر في الوقت الذي لاتشعـــر فيه بأي معنى
للخير
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